Diary

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April 2026

People We Meet on Vacation

People We Meet on Vacation

20Mon
Insidious: The Red Door

Insidious: The Red Door

we have to let go of this franchise man

19Sun
Exit 8

Exit 8

you can tell this is japanโ€™s propaganda to increase the birth rate

19Sun
Posthouse

Posthouse

this film has so many ambitions. from the great acting, editing, and to the budget, it all seemed promising. but itโ€™s a shame that the storytelling doesnโ€™t fully live up to everything it sets up :(

19Sun
Kisapmata

Kisapmata

9Thu
The Drama

The Drama

gorgeous acting and editing but i have never wanted to smoke more after a movie wow

5Sun
Raw

Raw

anong vet school to at ng maiwasan

4Sat
I Saw the Devil

I Saw the Devil

i dabble in asian horror and thrillers like the next degenerate film bro, but iโ€™m still a woman first, and i could only stomach so much violence before i start assuming that anyone who considers this as peak cinema needs to watch better movies. a 3 1/2 star rating is generous, because i canโ€™t lie to myself about being impressed with some scenes kasnskdjdn but we should really stop making violent and graphic scenes of killing women though!

1Wed

March 2026

Doubt

Doubt

expose your local priest today

31Tue
Gitling

Gitling

atakeee si direk jopy lang pala makakapagbalik sa udd! medyo unexplored (and dare i say, bland) for my own liking pero hindi na rin naman bago sakin yung katahimikang nakakabingi kaya may tatlong pitik ka pa rin saken

30Mon
Bar Boys

Bar Boys

ganito yung mga pinapanood mo para ganahan ka gumawa ng thesis eh

7Sat
Revelations

Revelations

funnily enough, an ethology subject required us to watch this ๐Ÿ˜† first half was doing so well. but how can a second and third act feel so dragged and rushed at the same time akshdjdjd amazing performance by ryu junyeol though!

5Thu

February 2026

Strange Harvest

Strange Harvest

lost me at the 3rd act

24Tue
Am I OK?

Am I OK?

i learned that i don't dislike dakota johnson, i just like her better with women!

23Mon
The Tale

The Tale

hbo max has led me to movies i wouldnโ€™t watch without a gun

16Mon
Interview with the Vampire

Interview with the Vampire

not enough lestat

14Sat
MaXXXine

MaXXXine

i love you mia goth but this made my dick soft

13Fri
Spotlight

Spotlight

โ€œwe need the full scope. thatโ€™s the only thing that will put an end to this.โ€ watching this made it impossible for me to redeem any faith i once had in the church, let alone the religion as a whole. sue me ๐Ÿ˜› but the idea that a single accused priest could expose an entire cesspool of abuse, silence, and protection that was allowed to happen for decades is exactly the point. this film makes it clear that corruption will not crumble just because one of them fucked up. if anything, theyโ€™ll only grow stronger and more untouchable. and me not being aware that this had happened, despite โ€œManila, PHโ€ being mentioned, along with the many countries that have been touched by this scandal says a lot that the catholic church hasnโ€™t lost its power or influence. i love the cast. i love the work that they do. i love journalism. and i wished i had tapped into that passion a lot sooner.

8Sun
In My Life

In My Life

luis manzano used to ACTTTT mama

8Sun
Sentimental Value

Sentimental Value

โ€œi donโ€™t know who i prayed to, but i said it out loudโ€ฆ i want a home.โ€ yโ€™know for a film that has a 2 hour run time, i still feel like their family dynamic has so much more to explore. the siblings, in particular. youโ€™ll never really feel the significance of someone who was with you until the quiet moments make it impossible to ignore. alam kong may mapipiga pa tayong depth eh, eme. and maybe thatโ€™s the beauty of it? that every family can be fragile and complex without having to spell everything out. the last 30 minutes really hit home, but i wish the rest of the film carried that same weight โ€œwhen she read it later, she saw that she hadnโ€™t used the word โ€œquarrel,โ€ but wrote of the โ€œnoiseโ€ her parents made. but what the house disliked more than noise, was silence.โ€ the rest of that narration made me spiral, and it hadnโ€™t even gotten past the opening yet. because i, too, have an unbearably complicated relationship with my own childhood home. before it was torn down and renovated, it could simply be seen as this decades-old, dusty semi-chicken slaughterhouse, built by a stern and unforgiving love that had stretched across three generations of our family. every so often, i could remember it as a place of my developing yearsโ€”but more often, it felt like a place shaped by a diligent yet angry man. that angry man happened to be my father (and his father ๐Ÿ˜†). but anger, like most emotions, eventually dissipates. but the sadness and guilt, though? it clings. it clings to you until youโ€™re grown, until you realize that you donโ€™t have to get on your knees anymore to beg for softness, to earn love, or to make yourself smaller just to keep the peace. but no matter how pristine and lavish it becomes, i will always see the tiniest cracks and hear the โ€œnoise.โ€ because after all, it was, and still is, my first home, however imperfect it was.

1Sun